Truthful DenialI cried when I saw your picture today,
When you called me I wouldn't pick up because I had nothing to say.
They tell me it's only temporary,
That I love you deep down inside,
But how can you love someone that only makes you cry?
It sounds cheesy,
Yet I know it's you
The person you were--
The person I was with--
Wasn't very true.
You lied your way into my heart, with tricks of your hand,
Your words seeped into my brain and continued to expand.
I've never felt this way, never felt this before,
It's been said a thousand times but not in my own words.
So let me tell you something while I'm still feeling true,
Just let me say what I want and let me tear you in two.
I never loved you,
I never cared,
I never even tried to help.
I found you pitiful and stupid,
Dull and weak,
When you were in need I paid no heed.
I paid no mind to your complaints and groans,
And now I sit here with discontent and a place that doesn't feel quite like home.
You've kissed me many times, many more than any other,